Just call us Lenny....

God, I fucking hate saying goodbye. I mean even if it is only a short time until you see the person again. I still hate goodbyes, ehm well unless it's my (fill in annoying relative here).

It's so sad out here in the real world. Michael and I have very few people we enjoy being around. I mean we have friends, but not people we think about giving shit loads of our selfish little time to. That was the case until now. I'm not trying to sound like a damn freak, but I can't help wondering why? Why is it so hard to meet people you really enjoy?

Michael and I even tried joining social group. Nothing has worked. We either find people that are so fucking dumb we get bored with them, too needy, or unable to enjoy both of us. I can be too talkative sometimes.....imagine that. Michael sometimes doesn't make the best first impression. Neither of these things matter because neither one of us can really have a good friend that dislikes the other one of us. Anyway, that's neither here nor there.....

We finally have a perfect set of friends. Now I can't help feeling like Lenny and the rabbits (Of Mice and Men reference, for you non-Steinbeck fans). I kind of feel like I am squeezing them to death for fear of losing them. I don't know why either. I mean they don't make me feel that way. We just have been so happy around them. It's so nice to have some peers. I guess I forgot what that was like. Not that I'm being an arrogant shit, I mean I really haven't felt like I have much of anything more than small talk to discuss with people in such a long time....it's just so refreshing.

What's really great, is that we don't even have to be doing anything in particular. Just being around them is fun. Jeezus, I sound like a fifth grader with her first crush....oy vey.

In any case, I hope these friends are around for a very long time. I don't think I would mind that one bit. Actually I would rather like it quite a lot. Here bunny, bunny....