Remembering penises of the past...or lack of....

I was going to write about giving my first blow job, but I can't get into it. I mean I can't even remember what the penis looked like. Is that bad? Anyway, it got me thinking...how memorable is my vagina?

Do you remember everyone's penis/vagina that you ever slept with? I haven't slept with many people and I can't remember for shit. I mean I know some of them by size, like I remember pencil dick guy. I don't remember what it looked like specifically, but I do remember it was the longest, thinnest dick I have ever seen. I hope I'm not remembered by fat vagina lips or something....

Anyway....I started to write this post about my first blow job and I can't remember what the guy's dick was like. I mean, of course it seemed big at the time. I was like 15 or something. I really can't say much about the dick though. I can remember what I felt and what I did. Maybe I should just focus on that. I guess I have been fucking Michael for so long I forgot what other people's penises looked like. He'll be thrilled to know that.

Do guys, like girls, remember the first girl they have sex with? Is it usually a fond memory even if the relationship ended on a bad note? Just curious....

Have you ever really examined your own parts? I haven't and Michael just finds that absurd. He was like get a mirror it's beautiful. I was aghast at suggestion....see how vanilla I am. I thought all vaginas basically looked the same, like all penises, but apparently not. I don't think vaginas are very pretty. I really hate seeing them in porn because they usually look so used and abused. Penises in pornos always go for impressive size or girth. The problem is that they are usually attached to a man whom even men will admit are unattractive. Why is that?

I was with one of my boyfriends for about 4 years. We had a lot, I mean a lot of sex. I can remember vaguely what his penis looked like. He's really the only one beside Michael that I can remember. Four years....how can I not remember every nook and cranny? I don't though. I remember how I felt. Interesting ehhhh?

Anyway...maybe tomorrow I will muster up my first blowjob story. I'm going to bed now and I will probably count little penises and vaginas until I fall asleep....:)