7.10.2004

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Wow. I was just getting ready to check on an ebay item I wanted to bid on. Michael, as usual left his computer shit up all night. It just so happens he left his blog up. I read his last entry. I didn't like it one bit. I think it is based in dementia.

I personally think women sell themselves short in a lot of aspects. Some women can be needy, manipulative, and greedy. One thing is for sure I feel sorry for those women. I personally feel no need to "secure" anything from a man. I feel complete as myself. I don't need a man to feel beautiful, happy, intelligent or anything else for that matter. I know my worth and didn't have to have some man tell me what it is.

I think as a whole women have done this justifying themselves to men far too long. Unfortunately there are women out there who do these kinds of things. It only makes it harder for us women who aren't that way to convince men of this. Why do we need to convince them? Well men have most of the power and were given so by us dopes. Men have most of the high paying jobs, most of the fringe benefits, most of the acceptability of bad behavior, most of everything at their fingertips. Men are born into a role of respect. As for us women we have to earn the respect of men and even other women. Why is this? Why did our predecessors sell us short? I for one can't stand for this any longer and won't.

As for sluts. They are people who are incomplete and trying to find a way to fit in the acceptability ring of society. I don't think it ever occurs to someone in this mind set that you have to love and accept yourself first. I think women who degrade themselves for no gain are searching for some sort of fulfillment in their lives. They are reaching out for an answer or purpose. It's a shame that men swoop in there to take advantage of someone in such a desperate state of mind. What else was going to happen though? Society has determined that's an o.k. behavior for men.

So all you women out there that are feeling worthless and down, look inside yourself. Find love, beauty, strength, and power inside yourself. Quit looking for a man to give you that. That's how we ended up in this fucked up situation to begin with. You need no one to conquer the world. As for you people who just enjoy sex, make sure your getting something out of it, whether it be an orgasm, the union of two into one, or revenge. If you choose to be with a man for love make it true. Find compromise on both ends, never forget who you are. Each person is in control of their own strength and power. Man or woman, never let anyone take that away from you.

So I don't know who the fuck you are, but I know you are someone in your own rite.