Interesting.................

Here I go again.

This week has been interesting. I still have too much drama going on with Vlad. I think I might have found a place to meet like-minded friends on the web (which is very strange for me). I was very social with neighbors I thought hated me and Michael. Last, I saw Fahrenheit 9/11. One at a time.....and away we go.....

Vlad Situation

Vlad and I continued to talk about how our relationship would be affected based on Tess's declaration about Michael. He seemed to think everything would be fine. He decided it would be. The next day Tess got rear-ended by a F350. That halted all peace talks, as it should. The following day we had to meet in secret at our breakfast spot. We only got to visit for about an hour. During that hour both of us received several phone calls and text messages. Later that day we met for frozen yogurt to visit. He drove out of his way to meet me. It still wasn't the same. He has be contemplating leaving Tess. I don't want to be the cause of that. I don't think I am though. He tried talking to her about changing things up a little and expressing himself better. She seemed to only see black and white. I think if you approach your partner with a problem or concern both people should work together to resolve this issue. She was just indifferent. She didn't seem to want to budge on her issues, but just gave up. She decided Vlad is going to do what he is going to do. So it's o.k. to leave her, but she's not going to change any to make him stay. Isn't that messed up? It seems like someone's got to be worth fighting for, If she won't fight for a person she's shared her life with for two years, who will she fight for? Will she even fight for herself.

Things have changed with Vlad. We aren't talking like normal. He's not happy. I can't see him or talk to him when I want. It's all fucked up. I wouldn't want to do anything to hurt either Tess, Vlad, or whatever it is they call a relationship.

Boo Hoo, Vlad. I'm sorry life sucks. I miss you.

New People Situation

Michael found a great website for me. I have been posting regularly. I feel refreshed. There are smart, funny, interesting women out there. Yay, I might be able to have some more girlfriends!!! Now everyone won't think I'm doing all my man friends. I have only been a member for a week. I will continue to test the waters. If it is safe I will share more details later.

Neighbors? Social? Who me?

Today Michael played hookie from work. We went to breakfast and while we were there bumped into one of our neighbors. Cali (name change) is actually one of Tess's neighbors. He has a girlfriend that also lives in the neighborhood, Bell (NC). I was pretty sure they disliked Michael and me. This was carefully based on time we spent with them and the fact that Tess doesn't care for us. We ended up spending all day together. Cali, Michael, Lustig and I all went to see Fahrenheit 9/11. We met Bell, Lustig's wife, and two of Bell's coworkers at a Japanese Sports Bar. We had a great time.

Fahrenheit 9/11

I went to this movie open minded. I read earlier in the paper that is was a Bush bashing. In all honesty I can say it was a great movie. It was tastefully done. I learned a few things, cried twice and laughed once. It was the first movie I have been to in a long time where people were actually clapping several times throughout the movie. Good Job Michael Moore.

This week was pretty interesting. Let's see what tomorrow brings.