Come up for air...(A sexually charged post)

Warning to all peeps who know me...or to lil peeps...this post contains sexual content...

So I have been on a sexual rampage today. I can't control myself. This must be what a 17 year old boy feels like. I can't stop.

I don't usually write about such things because it's not in my nature but, my god...I am starting to scare myself. It's all I can think about. I've stopped for a minute to think about what I'm doing and what the potential consequences can be but honestly I can't see any real danger...

I am like any other married woman...sex is sex. You get into a routine. You have sex about three to five times a week if you are lucky. In my case I always thought I was a giving lover but turns out I'm not submissive enough for my partner's taste.

My next line should be I want to please my husband but it's not....it's all about me. I want to lose control and get off. Plainly, I want to get f*cked and I want to f*ck. Is that so wrong?

Does it have to be about "making love" or "having sex"? Why am I supposed to be the little lamb? I'm angry...and I guess a little selfish.

How honest are people? I mean if we really get down to it...are you indulging in your whims? Do you always fantasize about your mate? Why does no one really talk about this stuff? It makes one feel like they are odd but I bet this is more common than I think...

Rest time is up...