What the hell am I going to do now?

I hate it when I don't have time to blog. I feel like I am missing out.

I am trying to teach myself how to type correctly. I started this program a while back but found it too hard to break myself of my habits. I received a notice stating that Social Security rejected me. I don't understand. I need back surgery. I don't want to be on it forever or for them to pay for my surgery. I just want them to help me stay afloat during the 14 weeks of physical therapy I am going to need after surgery. The surgery will help me and return me to the work force. Why wouldn't they want that?

So the attempt at learning the correct way to type is in case I have no choice. I will not be able to physically do any job in my field. The least harmful job for my back would be working at a computer. In all actuality I really need something less sedentary than that but not very physical. Michael and I have racked our brains for something in between, but haven't come up with anything appropriate. He thinks he should get a second job, but I just can't see that working. So if you have any ideas let me know.

So the typing... I am going to a job fair this weekend. I'm thinking of applying for a 911 operator position. This whole thing is incredibly frustrating and depressing. I just want my back to work right. I have a $40,000 degree in Le Cordon Bleu Culinary Arts and the Social Security Administration is recommending I try working as a customer service representative. I hate this crap.

Anyway I haven't been bloging because I've been working at the art show, learning how to type correctly, and tweaking my resume. The job fair is tomorrow. I just don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.

Please excuse the depressing nature of this post. Just is just an FYI for why I haven't been ranting lately.