9.20.2004

The fit hits the shan.

Holy Crap! The shit is hitting the fan as we speak. Vlad is leaving Tess. He has no idea where to go, where to store his stuff, and what he is going to do. He seems relieved to me. Interesting isn't it? He has spent two years with Tess. I know this is a confusing time for him. I'm really trying to be there for him. He never wanted to hurt Tess, but he lost himself in her. He compromised who he was at the core in order to be with her. People do it ever day for the sake of not being alone. I think it is so sad that some people rather be with anyone than themselves. So I am sorry Tess. I wish I could do something to make you feel better. Bravo, Vlad. You had the balls to do something most people can't imagine doing. You usurped yourself out of a comfortable situation in search of your own situation on your terms.