The dark side....revealed...

I am a very happy person on the whole. I just have to add that before I tell you about my deep dark death fantasy...

When I'm driving here in the land of dead plants, brown scenery, and insane drivers my mind wanders. I look ahead at the stack and fantasize. The stack is an area where four or five major highways cross over each other. I imagine being on the on ramp of the stack and breaking though the guard barriers. I see myself gliding over the four highways below and crashing in one glorious blaze on top of some ninety year old snowbird. She won't mind she's almost dead anyway. Other drivers won't mind either...the bitch was going 40 in a 65 and had here left turn signal on for the past 33 miles. I see my car mangled into a tin foil ball and everything goes black. I feel at peace and I cause the biggest fucking backup in history. People are so fucking pissed they get out of their cars and walk home.

Then the track changes on my cd player and I decided to take surface streets home. It was just a thought. A blink in time.